realizing dreams

Trials is coming up and the days are ticking off fast. First, I will have Raya to celebrate then almost immediately after Raya, I will have to put up with trial examination. Here's why I have to score:-

1) I know I am perfectly capable of scoring and it's only a matter of whether I've done enough or not
2) I need to raise my position among the form fives from 37th(out of 200+) to at least a spot in the top 20
3) I don't want to be just the "smartest Malay" - a title my friends gave to me after I managed to top other Malays in my mid-term exam- but I want to be a force to be reckoned with among the top scorers
4) This result will pretty much determines my eligibility to get a scholarship
5) If I manage to cover every single topics by the time trials come, it means I'd be fully prepared for SPM

Having said all that, I think it's time I stop writing and start studying. There's a whole lot of unrevised topics waiting for me. Till' then, goodbye.